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I remember the spirit that took over my life at the peak of my addiction to cocaine. I called it my dark Angel. In my mind, I considered this Angel to be female. Maybe that was just because I'm a man. But the voice I heard was definitely female. I remember how at first, the whole thing was just an experiment that I felt I had total control of. However, very quickly, my dark Angel took over every aspect of my life. My every waking moment and every thought involve what I was going to do next to f… Continue

I'm tired of being sick. I'm tired of being lazy. I'm tired of being sorry for myself. I'm tired of my depression, controlling my state of mind. I'm tired of just sitting around waiting for the Grim Reaper to come. If I'm not going to get any encouragement from outside sources. I must encourage myself. I cleaned up all the clutter in my room, especially where I used to do my artwork. My life is not over yet. So I must learn to take it as it comes and get back into diligently doing the things tha… Continue

What lies behind that great and mighty wall? Is Heaven just a dream or is it real? And will the sinners into Hell's fire fall? Does all we lived for fade at death's dark veil? Will darkness be the only thing we see, And will we just be dead, and fill a grave? Or will our souls find immortality, And does the Lord look down, our souls to save? In times of trouble, when I sit and pray, I often ponder, does God really hear? And as we fast approach our dying day, Do we just hope for God, because of… Continue

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I think, because of all the corruption I saw when I was involved with the First Love Christian Church, and all the bad things I have heard and read about that have been happening with other church groups and denominations it kind of puts my faith on shaky ground. Not only what's happening in the church even the nonbelievers have reached a new peak of corruption and deception. I didn't want anyone to think that I lost my trust in Jesus Christ as the savior. It's just that sometimes faith is a li… Continue